I just realized to be a human, man especially, the last thing you wanna do is to lose your dignity. Basically once you lost your dignity, there is no way to get your good impression back. I consider you are not mature as well as extremely tedious. People who did that got simply filtered by me, going to the waste i assume. For those who really know me, I've been critical and pessimistic. It does create some unnecessary problems and negative feedback sometimes. I got very moody. I could not truly open my heart to the man I love. Surprisingly this man even commented "Maybe that is the way you are " woo. that was strongly bitterness. But What so ever. If you can not accept your girlfriend like this, why don't you fack off. Chill. Just kidding guys. I believe if he did, I go and kick his ass at once. Anyway talking to one of my high school fellow is simply a delightful enjoyment. He said I'd bet let bit of sunshine light up my life. Yes fellow I will for sure.